TO BE COMPLETED BY DECEMBER 31st 2010

TASK : STATUS AS OF SEPTEMBER 27TH 2009
FIX HOLE IN WALL HIDDEN BY SNEAKER BOXES : HAVE TO CLEAN ROOM FIRST
FINISH TILING BATHROOM FLOOR :
REPLACE DAMAGED SOCIAL SECURITY CARD : NEW SS CARD WILL ARRIVE IN EARLY OCTOBER '09
ACQUIRE STATE ID : NEED SS CARD TO COMPLETE
ACQUIRE DRIVERS LICENSE : NEED TO STUDY FOR TEST
REPLACE LOST GLASSES :
ENROLL IN SCHOOL : WILL BE DONE BY SUMMER '10
GET A FULL TIME JOB, OR 2 PART TIME JOBS : APPLIED TO 400+ JOBS SINCE 2/09, GOTTEN 4 CALLBACKS, 2 INTERVIEWS
DROP WEIGHT TO 120LBS : NEED A SCALE
CLEAR UP SKIN : ALMOST OUT OF FACIAL SCRUB, NEED TO RE-UP
BUY NEW IPOD HEADPHONES :
LOOK FOR A ROOMMATE / APARTMENT : NEED JOB BEFORE PROCESS CAN BEGIN
FINISH FOAMPOSITE COLLECTION : STARTING OVER COMPLETELY
PAY OFF BACK RENT : OWE $800, NEED JOB TO CONTRIBUTE
GET CABLE/INTERNET EQUIPMENT & SERVICE BACK : OWE $450, NEED JOB TO CONTRIBUTE
LET MY ''FRIENDS'' KNOW THEY'RE JERKS : DONE DAILY
CLEAN UP APPEARANCE :
ACQUIRE MINI-FRIG FOR BEDROOM : TARGET HAS ONE FOR $70
KEEP MIND OFF OF RELATIONSHIPS UNTIL LIST IS COMPLETED : SO FAR SO GOOD

WHY?

I'm an extraordinary person living a less than ordinary life. I deserve more, I deserve better, and so does my mother. I've been dependent on others my entire 21 years and it's something I've grown weary of. I want to inspire and be inspired, motivate and be motivated, love and be loved.

No longer will I just wing it. Everything I do will be well thought out, every consequence of every action will be weighted, every person's feelings, whether directly or indirectly involved, will be taken into consideration and I'm sure I'll still make many mistakes, but I won't dwell on them, they will be deemed learning experiences and I will move on.

There's a long road ahead of me, and there's more than enough obstacles waiting for me on that road. There will be plenty of times where I feel it isn't worth it and in those times I'll have no one but myself to count on to snap me out of it.

I hope I don't let me down.


Welcome to the Growth.

-Ness.